Anytime I say the statement, “I’m good enough,” I get the image of Stuart Smalley saying, “I’m good enough, I’m smart enough, and doggone it, people like me.” And really, that’s not where I’m trying to go with this post, but it looks like I’ve already gone there, so now that we have that behind us, let’s move ahead.
So…you see, I’m curious, do you ever wake up, wondering how you got here? Here, being the place you are right now mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally? And then do you ever think, am i qualified or disqualified to be here?
It’s interesting how the spiral of my thought process works. It starts with just one thought that takes me to another and another and before I know it I’ve talked myself out of being who and what I am because of the crazy thoughts in my head. You might not do this kind of thing, but I do and ultimately I wonder…do other people do this? So tell me, do you?
I do.
It’s easy to get on that slippery slope. To let your thoughts spiral from doubt to failure.
And it’s amazing to me that the people I view as confident and self-assured so often have the same struggles that I do.
It would take me exactly 17 minutes to delete my entire online presence.
I’ve considered it. =)